advent thoughts from the sisters of life

I recentely received this Advent meditation from the Sisters of Life, and wanted to share it with all of you. Hope you have a blessed day today!


During Advent, in contemplation of Christ’s entrance into the world, one finds light in many unexpected and hidden places. The extraordinary is clothed with the ordinary, full of the mystery of the light that is Christ. We begin with the Holy Spirit, who will always point the way to Christ. We begin with a quote from Cardinal O’Connor, who spoke so beautifully of The Holy Spirit, Our Lady and the mystery of the Incarnation.

“The first Pentecost took place within Mary and the result of the first Pentecost was the conception of Christ in the womb.”

“The Holy Spirit will come upon you. The child to be born will be called the Son of God.” When Mary accepted Gabriel’s message with her “yes”, she received the Holy Spirit, and this moment, the first Pentecost, was the moment of the Incarnation. From that moment, when she received the Holy Spirit and Jesus Incarnate, she would see everything in light of Christ. Cardinal O’Connor continues, moving from Pentecost Sunday to the time of the Annunciation…

“So when we find them on Pentecost Sunday they’re still locked together in an upper room. It’s not until the Holy Spirit comes down upon them that they receive the courage and strength the fortitude, the perseverance and interestingly we are told in confirmation, in the sacrament of confirmation, the gift of reverence. That’s the gift that Mary received when the Holy Spirit came upon her. Henceforth nothing would again be casual or small. Everything with light invested overspilled with terror and divinity. So the apostles received that same gift of reverence…”

The Sisters of Life wear a medal of the Madonna of the Streets. On the back of the medal is inscribed the words “and nothing would again be casual or small,” a line from a poem by Father John Duffy on the Annunciation, The words speak of the moment that Christ came into the world and changed everything! He is the light that shines in the darkness!

“Once Mary conceived the Word beneath her heart, she comes to recognize as never before that not one thing had its being but through Him…nothing will ever again be casual or small, but everything with light invested…”

This mystery is meant to be carried out in us, the mystical Body of Christ. As Mary and the Apostles received the Holy Spirit, we can call on the same Holy Spirit to enlighten us and show us Jesus, growing in our hearts. We can utter our “fiats” many times through the day and His light will grow within us until we become so transparent that His light bursts through and touches the lives of those we meet. We nurture Him within us through prayer, little sacrifices, and especially through gratitude. When we receive Christ in the Eucharist, we carry him ‘beneath our hearts’ just as Our Blessed Mother carried Christ beneath her heart. By regularly receiving the sacraments, especially the sacrament of the Eucharist, we are strengthened and we come to see with the eyes of Christ, with His heart. The extraordinary is found in the ordinary.

What a wonderful season is Advent, the expectation, the silence, the growth. May we all be touched by the Holy Spirit and come to see that “nothing would again be casual or small.”

welcome clare!!

Welcome to the world little Clare!!! Clare is the beautiful daughter of my best friend Katie and her husband Craig, born yesterday right around 10 in the morning. I got to see her last night, and she is so precious... her eyes are bright and she is so alert!! I didn't have my camera last night, but will post a picture when I get one... she is just so beautiful!



Also, wanted to share something that I received an e-mail about this morning. It is news too good not to share...

“With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.” — Matthew 19:26

(You can read more about Abby's story here.)

grace

(i especially love the last minute or so of this video when mother teresa shares a message i think i need to be reminded of everyday of my life--)

"psalm 139" sung by sweet adele in malta!

I have been so blessed to be in Malta the past few days, meeting my new friends Maria, her husband Ivan and their children Tommy and Adele.

Last night Adele sang for me this song ("Psalm 139" by Danielle Rose) and is is just too sweet not to share... enjoy!

While from behind, a voice shall sound in your ears:

"This is the way; walk in it..."

-Isaiah 30:21

padre pio

Today is Padre Pio's feast day. I have to say that I felt his spirit this morning when I walked into the hospital room of a young teenager who has been neurologically devastated since he was a baby due to shaken baby syndrome. It was so sad to see him suffering so much. My instinct was to hold his hand and tell him that we had come to help take care of him, and I silently prayed that he would feel some comfort by our presence. In that moment I thought of Padre Pio's words that "love is the first ingredient in the relief of suffering" and felt a deep desire to help relieve the suffering of this young man. Padre Pio, pray for us...

Vatican City, Sep 23, 2009 / 01:27 pm (CNA).- At the conclusion of today’s general audience, Pope Benedict XVI recalled the example of St. Pio of Pietrelcina as the Church celebrates his feast day and encouraged Catholics to follow his example of “generous service to God and neighbor.”

In his greeting in Italian to young people, the infirm and newlyweds, the Holy Father said he hoped that the example of Padre Pio would “help you, beloved infirm, to experience in your suffering the help and consolation of Christ crucified.”

“May he make you, beloved newlywed spouses, capable of conserving in your families a constant concern for the poor,” he continued.

Lastly, Benedict XVI said he hoped “the example of this very popular saint will be for priests in this Year of Priests, and for all Christians, an invitation to always trust in the kindness of God.” The Pope also encouraged priests to imitate Padre Pio's dedication to offering the Sacrament of Reconciliation, calling the saint an “untiring dispenser of divine mercy” and “a great devotee and faithful minister.”

an update from katie in uganda

I know I've posted about Katie Davis and her work in Uganda before, but I just read a post from her that I had to share. It is incredible to even begin to think about what she does on a daily basis. I pray for her, and for God to inspire many others to join her.

she would know...

Without expectation, do something for love itself, not for what you may receive. Love in action is what gives us grace. We have been created for greater things - - to love and to be loved.

Jesus very clearly said: ‘Love one another as I have loved you.’ Small things, done in great love, bring joy and peace. To love, it is necessary to give. To give, it is necessary to be free from selfishness.

There is something else to remember—that this kind of love begins at home. We cannot give to the outside what we don’t have on the inside. This very important. If I can’t see God’s love in my brother and sister then how can I see that love in somebody else? Everybody has got some good. Some hide it, some neglect it, but it is there.”

—Mother Teresa

"Pursue Me" by Danielle Rose has arrived...

‘Pursue Me’— Final Recording From Danielle Rose Offered For Vocations.

8/24/2009 - 11:00 AM PST

FRANKLIN PARK, IL (August 2, 2009) - World Library Publications releases a new CD by contemporary artist Danielle Rose. Rose hopes to gift listeners with inspiration to follow God’s call in their vocation. Before leaving her career as a musical missionary and following God’s call to enter religious life in a Franciscan Charismatic Religious community, The Disciples of the Lord Jesus Christ, Danielle (now Sister Rose Thérèse, DLJC) had a desire to record one last CD to offer to those discerning their own vocation in the Church. To help sharpen the vision for each person, Danielle asked that this recorded collection be given as a free gift to help those discerning the priesthood or religious life. Vocation offices across the country will be offered complimentary copies to distribute for that purpose. In addition, 100% of the royalties from the sales of this CD will be directed to support vocations to the priesthood and religious life.

Danielle’s insight, prayerful discernment, and joy are reflected clearly in this project. Her music has an intimate quality that calls each person to the heart of God—to rest in the joy and peace that is present in that full awareness. Fr. David Toups, USCCB Secretariat of Clergy, Consecrated Life and Vocations endorsed the project saying, “Through the example of her own life, Sr. Rose Thérèse (Danielle Rose) models putting one’s gifts at the service of the Church. She represents the best of the ‘JP II generation’ who heard him proclaim over and again, “Be not afraid!” From Abraham to Mary to the disciple of today, she angelically sings of this call. These songs will inspire all discerning God’s call in their lives. May her consoling voice and lyrics encourage listeners to say a deeper ‘yes’ to the Lord.”

With a unique blend of southern gospel and bluegrass styles, produced by Jeff Thomas of Nashville, the songs feature Danielle’s pure delicate voice, often likened to Alison Krause. Stand out songs include: ‘Pursue Me,’ ‘Abraham’s Offering’, and ‘Gates of Heaven,’ an emotionally touching ballad, written by her father Dr. Daniel Skorich and sung with her. In the lyrics he says good bye to his dearly beloved daughter as she leaves home to begin her new life path.

As a University of Notre Dame graduate, Danielle immediately began her work as a music missionary. Her wide popularity began with the release of ‘God Is’ from her debut album ‘Defining Beauty,’ which continues as a top selling album, followed by her 2-CD set ‘Mysteries,’ musical reflections on scripture based on the mysteries of the rosary, and ‘I Thirst’ musical reflections on the life of Mother Teresa. Often referred to as a contemporary mystic by those who have witnessed her ministry, Danielle has touched the hearts of young people in an extraordinary way through her gift of music.

Pursue Me is now available through World Library Publications or call toll-free at 1.800.566.6150. (note from Nicole- it is also available on amazon as well.) Those discerning a call to the priesthood or to religious life are encouraged to contact the vocation director in their diocese, or the vocation director of the religious community they are interested in exploring, to obtain a free copy. For media inquiries contact Lisa Bagladi, public relations manager, at bagladil@jspaluch.com or call 847.233.2749.

kindness

Kindness

Before you know what kindness really is
you must lose things,
feel the future dissolve in a moment
like salt in a weakened broth.
What you held in your hand,
what you counted and carefully saved,
all this must go so you know
how desolate the landscape can be
between the regions of kindness.
How you ride and ride
thinking the bus will never stop,
the passengers eating maize and chicken
will stare out the window forever.

Before you learn the tender gravity of kindness,
you must travel where the Indian in a white poncho
lies dead by the side of the road.
You must see how this could be you,
how he too was someone
who journeyed through the night with plans
and the simple breath that kept him alive.

Before you know kindness as the deepest thing inside,
you must know sorrow as the other deepest thing.
You must wake up with sorrow.
You must speak to it till your voice
catches the thread of all sorrows
and you see the size of the cloth.

Then it is only kindness that makes sense anymore,
only kindness that ties your shoes
and sends you out into the day to mail letters and
purchase bread,
only kindness that raises its head
from the crowd of the world to say
it is I you have been looking for,
and then goes with you every where
like a shadow or a friend.

-Naomi Shihab Nye
Palestinian Poet

a new friend

"In all your works, look to Heaven, to the eternity of life and of the soul, and orient yourself then much differently from the way that merely human considerations might suggest, and your activity will be inspired for the good." -St. Giuseppe Moscati

St. Giuseppe Moscati, 1880-1927

Giuseppe Moscati was born in Benevento, Italy, on July 25, 1880. He was born to virtuous Catholic parents being the seventh of nine children. His father was a lawyer and President of the Court of Assize in Naples. He was a very friendly and well-liked person. He was extremely intelligent, pious and prayerful.

He went to medical school at the University of Naples. He studied rigorously and frequented daily Mass. He suffered much grief when his beloved father died during his first year in medical school. He pressed on and graduated with a degree in Medicine and Surgery, summa cum laude, when he was only 23 years old in 1903. In 1906, he heroically saved many patients who could have died in the hospital when the roof was collapsing during the eruption of Mt. Vesuvius. He also was known to save many during a cholera epidemic in 1911. Later that same year, he became holder of the Naples University Chair in Chemical Physiology. Around 1912 or 1913, he made a vow of chastity, consecrating himself to a life of celibacy. He then aspired to be a Jesuit but was discourage by the Jesuit priests who discerned that God's will was for Dr. Moscati to remain in the world as a physician. In 1914, the start of World War I, his mother died. He volunteered in the Italian Army and became a major. He cared for the wounded soldiers and helped them become good Catholics.

Dr. Moscati's philosophy for medical practice was to save souls by caring for the body. He believed that the health of the body depended upon the soul remaining in the state of grace. He is quoted in saying that "one must attend first to the salvation of the soul and only then to that of the body." Through his practice, he helped many lapsed Catholics to return to the Sacraments. His favorite patients were the poor, the homeless, the religious and the priests-all from whom he would never accept payment. He actually went as far as secretly leaving his money within a patient's prescription or under a patient's pillow.
One day he even refused payment from all his patients saying "These are working folk. What have we that has not been given us by Our Lord? Woe to us if we do not make good use of God's gifts!"

He was always good to his patients. When one of his patients complained about the strict diet the good doctor prescribed, Dr. Moscati replied "God make us suffer here in order to reward us in the heavenly Kingdom; by resigning ourselves to dietary restrictions, and suffering, we shall have greater merit in the eyes of the Almighty."

Professionally, he commanded the highest admiration and respect from his peers and his students. Some of his pupils would accompany him to Mass. He received communion everyday and had a great devotion to Our Lady, the Immaculate Conception.

Though he saved many, he knew that he himself would not live long. After doing his normal hospital rounds and visiting the poor and examining patients in his home, he felt ill, stopped work, went to his room, sat in his chair and expired. He died at the age of 46. Pope John Paul II canonized Joseph Moscati during the Marian Year of 1987-1988 on October 25, 1987. Dr. Moscati's feastday is November 16.

Taken from: http://www.savior.org/saints/moscati.htm

More stories about St. Doctor Moscati are available here.

"Remember that you must treat not only bodies, but also souls, with counsel that appeals to their minds and hearts rather than with cold prescriptions to be sent in to the pharmacist." -St. Guiseppe Moscati

thanks christy!!

my sister just made my day by sending me this video...




can you imagine how fun that reception would be??

caroline's moring offering

A few years ago my dear friend (and roommate at the time) Amy shared with me this hand-written prayer of one of her students, a little girl named Caroline. I had not read this prayer in awhile, and came across it tonight as I was looking for something else. This is one I had to share.

God bless you Caroline!! May we all be as loving and pure of heart as you are.

thanks travis!

Yesterday I received the following e-mail and photos from my Uncle Bob-- the story is too neat not to share!

Hi everyone. A man named Travis Gregory who lives in Ames, Iowa called Rich Klempay just the other day. He is an airplane history enthusiast had rebuilt Dad's old airplane that he and Uncle's Butch, Andy, and Tom all learned how to fly. Travis even has the airplane's original logbook. That is how he found Rich. By searching Klempay on the Internet. I hope you can open and view the four attached pictures of the plane.

Thank you Travis G. in Ames, Iowa! These pictures are fantastic & Grandpa would be proud, I'm sure, that his plane is flying again!

debt relief for haiti

$1.2 billion in debt relief approved for Haiti

By JENNIFER KAY

MIAMI (AP) — Roughly two-thirds of Haiti's total debt was cancelled Tuesday when three organizations that provide financial assistance to poor countries announced they're forgiving $1.2 billion of what the Caribbean country owes.

The World Bank and the International Monetary Fund said their boards decided this week to end Haiti's separate obligations to the two organizations. The move also triggered previously announced debt relief from the Inter-American Development Bank.

As of April, Haiti's debt was more than $1.9 billion, according to the Washington-based Center for Economic and Policy Research.

"The debt relief will help us invest in growth and poverty reduction programs," Haitian Finance Minister Daniel Dorsainvil said in a statement. "Haiti has demonstrated over the past four to five years that it can commit itself to a menu of reforms and respect this commitment."

The World Bank and the International Monetary Fund added Haiti in 2006 to a program that allows poor countries to reduce what they owe by demonstrating progress in financial stewardship.

Haiti met that program's targets by strengthening tax and customs administration, improving the management of public funds, improving spending on poverty reduction and auditing government accounts, World Bank officials said.

The Inter-American Development Bank had said in March 2007 that it would forgive $511 million of Haiti's debt if it completed that program.

Haiti also approved an HIV and AIDS prevention and treatment plan, improved immunization rates, started programs to train teachers and send 50,000 more children to school and improved its spending on education, officials said.

Officials with the organizations congratulated the Haitian government for meeting its debt cancellation targets in a global economic downturn, even after the country struggled with skyrocketing food and fuel prices and the lashing from four tropical storms that killed some 800 people and caused $1 billion in damage.

Copyright © 2009 The Associated Press. All rights reserved.

"...not for a few years..."

The following article was just sent to me by my dear friend, Br. Beau Schweitzer. Thank you Br. Beau!!

St. Thérèse's Astronaut Visits Vatican

VATICAN CITY, JUNE 24, 2009 (Zenit.org).- The U.S. astronaut who carried relics of St. Thérèse of Lisieux into space and put them in orbit around the earth attended Benedict XVI's general audience today.

On a Discovery shuttle mission one year ago, Colonel Ronald Garan brought the relics given to him by a Carmelite community in New Caney, Texas.

The astronaut had called the women religious before his space flight to ask for prayers, and at that time he told them he could take some small item into space on behalf of the community.

The sisters reported that the words of St. Thérèse came to mind: "I have the vocation of an apostle. I would like to travel over the whole earth to preach your name... But oh, my beloved, one mission would not be enough for me, I would want to preach the Gospel on all five continents simultaneously and even to the most remote isles. I would be a missionary, not for a few years but from the beginning of creation until the consummation of the ages."

Garan stated that he will be bringing a second relic of the saint to space on his next mission, which is scheduled for March 2011.

The colonel is also the founder of the Manna Energy Foundation that, by using NASA technology and U.N. funding, is implementing a unique system to make potable water in the villages of Rwanda.

Original article is here.

these questions got my attention today...

By these things examine thyself:
By whose rules am I acting?
In whose name?
In whose strength?
For whose glory?
What faith, humility, self-denial and love of God and to man have there been in my actions? - Anonymous

"the weight of glory"

My dear friend Ani recently gave me a marvelous book called "A Year with C.S. Lewis" and I thought I'd share today's excerpt...

There are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations--these are mortal, and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub, and exploit--immortal horrors or everlasting splendours. This does not mean that we are to be perpetually solemn. We must play. But our merriment must be of the kind (and it is, in fact, the merriest kind) which exists between people who have, from the outset, taken each other seriously--no flippancy, no superiority, no presumption. And our charity must be real and costly love, with deep feeling for the sins in spite of which we love the sinners--no mere tolerance, or indulgence which parodies love as flippancy parodies merriment. Next to the Blessed Sacrament itself, your neighbor is the holiest object presented to your senses. If he is your Christian neighbor, he is holy in almost the same way, for in him also Christ vere latitat, the glorifier and the glorified, Glory Himself, is truly hidden.

- from The Weight of Glory C.S. Lewis

I've recently begun my surgery rotation at Children's hospital which I am absolutely loving. I've been blessed on this rotation with the chance to learn from a few fabulous mentors and teachers who I see treat everyone (from those who clean up the operating rooms after surgeries to most novice med student) with respect and dignity. These are incredibly gifted people whose talents as surgeons are matched at least equally by their charity, dedication, kindness and humility. I'm beyond grateful for this experience and grateful that in a profession that truly is an apprenticeship, I've been blessed with such excellent people to learn from. Thank you, God, for chosing these teachers for me-- I do not take it for granted!

I also want to take the chance to say thank you to Ani for the beautiful book and for the inspiration! See you in a few weeks when you come back to Pittsburgh!!

This isn't easy to watch, but I felt compelled to share it...

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

a day to remember

Today as a med student I was blessed to witness something truly miraculous... the birth of a child. No matter how many times this may happen in my career ahead, I think I will always remember this day. My favorite part was when the dad first saw his little girl. I think I can describe it best by saying that I watched a man fall in love. So, so beautiful. (And yes, I cried :-)

Have a beautiful day, and a wonderful weekend! I know I'm looking forward to it-- I'm heading to San Francisco for my good friend Micheal's wedding. Can't wait!! The bonus is that I get to see my sister (and her awesome dog Marlo) too. See you soon Christy!! I'll take lots of pics, and 'see' you all again soon. Much love~

a few pics

i just wanted to say hi and share a few pictures from the past few months that i've been meaning to share. (from time at nd, easter, med school formal, etc.) thank you to all of you who fill this world with such love and beauty... i hope you all have a blessed day today!

"I would maintain that thanks are the highest form of thought, and that gratitude is happiness doubled by wonder." -g.k. chesterton

happy mother's day!

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers... especially mine!

"Mothers of children, even if they have a thousand, carry each and every one fixed in their hearts, and because of the strength of their love they do not forget any of them. In fact, it seems that the more children they have the more their love and care for each one is increased." -Saint Angela Merici

communion

I am taking a quick study break, just to share something that has been on my heart very much so the past few days, especially this morning.

Today is a glorious day. The sun is shining, the sky is clear blue, and as I drove up to ND to head to the library for a day of studying, I couldn't help but think about the letter I received yesterday from one of my dearest friends who is in her first year of formation with the Religious Sisters of Mercy.

Two of my closest friends are religious sisters, and this has no doubt been one of the most significant aspects of my life the past few years. (The other friend is with the community of the Disciples of the Lord Jesus.) The longing and the ache of missing these dear friends (and so many others I am often far from) is so real to me. So many times I long to hear their sweet voices, to talk with them, to be in each others' presence, to share our lives, to learn, to grow, to cry, to laugh together...

But... as my sweet friend reminded me in her letter that arrived yesterday, the reality of the spiritual communion that we share in the Body of Christ is stronger than any bond we ever could have otherwise.

The truth is that these two sisters are teaching me that the longing I feel is for something eternal. The reality of feeling closer to them now than ever before (despite not being able to see or speak with them) is such a mystery to me. I enter humbly more deeply into the mystery and the reality of the Body of Christ through the living example of these two women. And when I am at my best I'm able to see through the ache of missing them a light that points towards eternity.

As one of these two friends described so well (and I wanted to share with you today) our 'meeting place' now is in the heart of Christ as we meet at the table and see each other in the Eucharist. I'll let you hear it in her own words. And, of course, the song...





God bless you and I'll
see you in His heart,
nicole

"Yours"

The song on my heart these days...



"My life is Yours. My heart is Yours. My hands and my feet ~ Every song that I sing ~ It's all Yours ~ All is Yours ~ All belongs to You. Our gifts are Yours, God. All our dreams are Yours, God. All our plans are Yours, God. The whole earth is Yours, God..."

for your consideration

“The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.”

-Edmund Burke

I would like to take a moment to make all who read this blog aware of the April 9th deadline to submit comments to the Department of Health and Human Services (HHS) regarding the impending removal of conscience protections for healthcare providers.

In December 2008 the Department of Health and Human services finalized a rule that "forbids discrimination against healthcare professionals who exercise their conscientious rights related to participation in certain controversial medical procedures--most notably, but not limited to, abortion and sterilization." (freedom2care.org)

This rule is about to be overturned.

Bottom line is healthcare providers will lose the right to refuse to participate in acts violating their consciences and face consequences that would follow if they do so.

Please consider writing now to ask the Administration to retain the regulation protecting conscience rights. Comments will be accepted until April 9th, 2009 at http://www.freedom2care.org/.

It takes just moments to register a comment, and comments are welcome from all citizens concerned about this threat to conscience.

A copy of the document from HHS outlining the conscience protection rights that will be overturned is available at the Freedom2Care.org website under the tab "Learn." There are 5 current conscience provisions that will be rescinded. You can read all five at the above mentioned website, and I am listing three of them here:

1) The first conscience provision provides that “[t]he receipt of any grant, contract, loan, or loan guarantee under [certain statutes implemented by the Department of Health and Human Services] . . . by any individual or entity does not authorize any court or any public official or other public authority to require”: (1) the individual to perform or assist in a sterilization procedure or an abortion, if it would be contrary to his/her religious beliefs or moral convictions; (2) the entity to make its facilities available for sterilization procedures or abortions, if the performance of sterilization pro cedures or abortions in the facilities is prohibited by the entity on the basis of religious beliefs or moral convictions; or (3) the entity to provide personnel for the performance of sterilization procedures or abortions, if it would be contrary to the religious beliefs or moral convictions of such personnel.

2) The third conscience provision prohibits discrimination against any physician or other health care personnel in employment, promotion, termination of employment, or extension of staff or other privileges “because he performed or assisted in the performance of any lawful health service or research activity, or because he refused to perform or assist in the performance of any such service or activity on the grounds that his performance of such service or activity would be contrary to his religious beliefs or moral conv ictions, or because of his religious beliefs or moral convictions respecting any such service or activity.”

3) The fifth conscience provision prohibits any entity that receives a grant, contract, loan, or loan guarantee under certain Departmentally implemented statutes from denying admission to, or otherwise discriminating against, “any applicant (including for internships and residencies) for training or study because of the applicant’s reluctance, or willingness, to counsel, suggest, recommend, assist, or in any way participate in the performance of abortions or sterilizations contrary to or consistent with the applicant’s religious beliefs or moral convictions.”

Thank you for reading this, and for considering the urgent need to act on this matter. For more information, please visit http://www.usccb.org/conscienceprotection/index.shtml

where i've been...

hello everyone!

i just wanted to write a little note to let you all know where i've been lately... my medical board exam is coming up on april 28th, so i've been spending most of my time the past month preparing for it.

i'm now back in south bend for my last month of studying... so far so good here. it is nice to be back.

you all are in my thoughts and prayers!

love,
nicole

"Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold."
-zelda fitzgerald

stand by me

From the award-winning documentary, "Playing For Change: Peace Through Music," comes the first of many "songs around the world." Featured is a cover of the Ben E. King classic by musicians around the world adding their part to the song as it traveled the globe. Film soundtrack and DVD in stores on 4.28.09.

Check out Playing for Change: Peace Through Music for more info, more songs, more videos....

introducing....

Dominic Christopher!

This beautiful little guy is the first child of my dear friend (and former roommate!) Amy and her husband Bryan. What a lucky little man to have such awesome parents!!

He is just as sweet as can be, and too cute not to share. Welcome to the world Dominic. We are so blessed that you are here!

'i saw what i saw...'

"May the eyes of our hearts be enlightened, that we may know what is the hope that belongs to his call..." -St. Paul's letter to the Ephesians chapter one verse eighteen

leaning from my saint for the year...

Happy Feast Day of Saint Joseph today and CONGRATULATIONS to Amy and Bryan on the birth of their son, Dominic!

amazima

I know I've posted about this before, but I want to share it again for anyone who might not have seen the previous posts.

The blog of 20 year old Katie Davis -- The Journey-- of her life and work serving children in Uganda is a story like no other. I've also recently been following the blog of a team of people who are Joining the Journey.

Amazima Ministries is the organization she has founded. Her story is amazing, as are the stories of the children that she serves.

Have a blessed Sunday!

the other news about stem cells...

I receive a daily e-mail update from the American Medical Association, and this was the headline news as of March 2, 2009. (This news may have been a bit overshadowed by the other news about stem cells that broke a week later.)

Scientists may have created promising alternative to embryonic stem cells, studies indicate.

The Washington Post (3/2, A5, Stein) reports that two teams of scientists "have developed what appears to be a safer way to create a promising alternative to embryonic stem cells." The work that is being detailed in two Nature papers is expected "to have a massive impact on this field." It also "comes at a politically sensitive moment" -- the scientific community is "anxiously waiting for President Obama to follow through on his promise to lift restrictions on federal funding for research on human embryonic stem cells." Some who oppose "such a move immediately pointed to the work as the latest evidence" that an alternative is plausible, making the issue a moot point.

For years, scientists have scrambled to develop ways to generate "stem cell treatments without using embryos," BBC News (3/1) added. "In 2007, teams in Japan and the US managed to genetically modify skin cells to be pluripotent." These induced pluripotent stem cells (iPS) were to become "a new source of stem cells for use in research." But "the technique used viruses to genetically modify the cells." This "Trojan horse" method, according to AFP (3/2), essentially "modifies their DNA in such a way that they cannot be given to patients without boosting the risk of cancer." Now, researchers have found a way to circumvent that problem.

In fact, "the teams in Edinburgh and Toronto had been working separately on iPS cells, until Andras Nagy from Toronto had a chance meeting with Keisuke Kaji, head of the Edinburgh group," the UK's Financial Times (3/2, Cookson) points out. "They found that each had independently solved half the problem." Dr. Kaji's team "discovered how to deliver the four crucial reprogramming genes without using a virus," while Dr. Nagy and his lab mates at the Mount Sinai Hospital were "able to remove all trace of the added genes from the new iPS cells, which avoids disrupting the cells' own genetic machinery."

They were able to do so by using "a snippet of DNA from, of all things, a cabbage looper moth, which delivers the genes needed to reprogram cells into stem cells," the Canadian Press (3/2) reports. More specifically, the "team used a jumping gene, a mobile piece of DNA also known as a transposon," the Globe and Mail (3/1, McIlroy) added. Apparently, "in moths, corn, and other species, these genes hop from chromosome to chromosome, inserting themselves randomly into the genome." During the current experiment, the team "inserted the four reprogramming genes into a jumping gene from a moth," and later "put the jumping gene and its cargo into a skin cell." Eventually, the "jumping gene cut and pasted the stem cell genes into a chromosome in the skin cell. The scientists were then able to coax the skin cell back to its embryonic state, giving it the superhero-like ability to turn into many types of cells."

And, "once the genes had done their job, the scientists removed them, leaving the cells healthy and intact," the UK's Guardian (3/1, Sample) added. A member of the "lobby group Comment on Reproductive Ethics" maintains that there are "some scientists who like to hold on to what they've got, but" she doesn't "think people are going to waste time on embryonic stem cells any more."

Similarly, scientific "experts say the elegant discovery will quickly be adopted by labs around the world and will accelerate further advances in biology's hottest field," according to the Toronto Star (3/1, Ogilvie, Hall). Alan Trounson, "president of the California Institute for Regenerative Medicine," said, "It's a very innovative way of delivering the gene products that are needed for reprogramming adult cells into embryonic stem cell-like cells. Well done to the Nagy group."

To recap: Induced pluripotent stem cells (created from genetically "reprogramming" an adult cell back to its pluripotent stem cell stage) were first produced in 2006 from mouse cells and in 2007 from human cells. As of this month, safer methods of this technology have been discovered.

Why is this significant? "Scientists have demonstrated that they can reprogram ordinary human skin skills into pluripotent stems cells which will not cause tumors or rejection. There are several ethical stem cell research alternatives that already have successfully treated thousands of patients. By using adult sources of stem cells (including umbilical cord blood, amniotic fluid and placental sources) it has been possible to treat, and sometimes even cure, numerous maladies and pathologies, from spinal cord injury to cardiac disease, pediatric brain tumors to cerebral palsy, to the widely-known successes in blood diseases." -National Catholic Bioethic Center

I was very struck by two OpEd pieces today, one in the Washington Post and one in the L.A. Times, that discuss recent decisions by President Obama regarding embryonic stem cell research. Mr. Krauthammer (the author of the Washington Post piece) sat for five years on the President's Council for Bioethics which he explains "consisted of scientists, ethicists, theologians, philosophers, physicians -- and others (James Q. Wilson, Francis Fukuyama and me among them) of a secular bent not committed to one school or the other."

As a member of the council he had "long argued... that, contrary to the Bush policy, federal funding should be extended to research on embryonic stem cell lines derived from discarded embryos in fertility clinics." He now, though, believes that the new executive orders have gone too far. What drives his reaction? I think it makes for an interesting read.


Okay, I must get to the library.... time to study biochemistry. If you'd like to know more about the Catholic Church's response to embryonic stem cell research, I can recommend a few resources:

Declaration of the Production and the Scientific and Theraputic Use of Embryonic Stem Cells
Practical Problems with Embryonic Stem Cells
Adult vs. Embryonic Stem Cells Educational Video

"If human embryonic stem cell research does not make you at least a little bit uncomfortable, you have not thought about it enough." -Dr. James Thomson, the pioneer of embryonic stem cells

Emmanuel's Gift

If you are going to rent/buy/watch one movie this year please consider this one...




Emmanuel's Gift.

I just watched it and am speechless.

Gift yourself the gift...


Also... regarding the last post (the one below)... I humbly ask for your prayers for this man. (Please pray especially on March 19th if you can.) Thank you.

"The ultimate measure of a man or woman is not where he or she stands in moments of comfort and convenience; It's where they stand in times of challenges and controversy." - Osagyefuo Amoatio Ofori (Akyem Abuakwa, Ghana)

"Any country that accepts abortion is the poorest of the poor."
-Mother Teresa

Today (Wednesday) at noon there is going to be a presentation at the med school on first and second trimester abortions. I did some research on the presenter tonight, and found his testimony from 2004 when he testified on behalf of Planned Parenthood in their attempt to overturn the ban on partial birth abortions. (Planned Parenthood vs. Ashcroft, April 6, 2004.) (Warning: it's graphic.)

Excerpts from Government's cross-examination:
DAY FIVE: Tuesday, April 6, 2004

Q. Now, you have encountered situations in which you are performing a D&E and the fetus is removed intact except that the head of the fetus gets stuck at the internal cervical os, correct?

A. Correct.

Q. When that has happened you have preceeded with the D&E procedure in one of three ways, correct?

A. If you can tell me the three ways I would be happy to.

Q. One method would be to pull on the baby so that the head breaks off from the rest of the body; is that right?

A. Yes.

Q. And then, you will go inside the uterus with the forceps and remove the head?

A. Correct.

Q. The next method is that you would use scissors to puncture the base of the skull?

A. Correct.

Q. And then, you will stick a suction cannula into the opening and drain the brain tissue, and then you will have the head come out.

A. Did you say "Drain the brain tissue"?

Q. Then, you will drain the brain tissue?

A. Yes.
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Q. And the third method is that you take a crushing instrument, put that instrument inside the cervical os, crush the baby's head, and pull the head through the cervix, correct?

A. That would be the third possible, although physically that would virtually never be the case. It
would be one of the first two. Those are my three options, but it would be one of the first two that I could realistically do.
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Q. Doctor, if a woman's cervix was so dilated the fetus could be delivered in intact it would not be necessary to collapse the skull because the fetus could pass through the cervix, right?

A. Correct.

Q. But you would not allow the fetus to pass intact if the fetus were at or about 24 weeks in gestation, correct?

A. Correct.

Q. Because if the fetus were close to 24 weeks, and you were performing a transvaginal surgical abortion you would be concerned about delivering the fetus entirely intact because that might result in a live baby that may survive, correct?

A. You said I was performing an abortion, so since the objective of the abortion is to not have a live fetus, then that would be correct.

Q. In your opinion, if you were performing a surgical abortion at 23 or 24 weeks and the cervix was so dilated that the head could pass without compression, you would do whatever you needed to do in order to make sure that the live baby was not delivered, wouldn't you?

A. Whatever I needed, meaning whatever surgical procedures I needed to do as part of the procedure? Yes. Then, the answer would be: Yes.

Q. And one step you would take to avoid delivery of a live baby would to be to deliver or hold the fetus' head on the internal side of the cervical os in order to collapse the skull; is that right?

A. Yes, because the objective of my procedure is to perform an abortion.

Q. And that would ensure that you did not deliver a live baby?

A. Correct.

We have good reason to hope and to pray for conversion...

"A number of abortionists have converted to pro-life activism since the U.S. Supreme Court’s 1973 Roe v. Wade decision legalizing abortion. The most famous such convert is Dr. Bernard Nathanson, co-founder of the abortion lobby NARAL. Nathanson renounced his abortion practice in the 1970s and subsequently converted to Catholicism in 1996." -Human Life International

(Read Dr. Nathanson's powerful testimony)

WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.

happy birthday mom and aunt lisa!!

Hi Mom,

I know you're my most faithful blog reader, so I hope that you see this on your birthday today...

Happy Birthday!!

I'm so glad that I was able to come home this weekend to celebrate your and Aunt Lisa's birthday. I hope you have a great day today, and a good week ahead too!! Talk to you soon~

love,
nicole

the birthday girls :-)

leaven

Last night at mass I heard a Gospel story -- Mark 8: 14-21-- that I don't recall ever hearing before. This passage occurs immediately after the multiplication of the bread and fish, and picks up as Jesus and his disciples get into a boat to head to the other shore...

"They (the disciples) had forgotten to bring bread, and they had only one loaf with them in the boat. He (Jesus) enjoined them, "Watch out, guard against the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod." They concluded among themselves that it was because they had no bread. When he became aware of this he said to them, "Why do you conclude that it is because you have no bread? Do you not yet understand or comprehend? Are your hearts hardened? Do you have eyes and not see, ears and not hear? And do you not remember, when I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many wicker baskets full of fragments you picked up?"

They answered him, "Twelve."

"When I broke the seven loaves for the four thousand, how many full baskets of fragments did you pick up?"

They answered (him), "Seven."

He said to them, "Do you still not understand?"

As many times as I have heard the story of the loaves and the fish, I don't ever remember hearing what happened immediately after. I can almost picture the disciples looking at their one loaf of bread, and looking around at one another-- hungry and wanting something to eat. They had just helped to feed thousands of people with a few loaves of bread and a few fish, and now here they are with one little loaf to share among their boat.

And Jesus says, "Watch out. Guard against the leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod..."


Hearing this Gospel made me think of the lesson that my dear friend Amy teaches as a catechist to illustrate the parable in Matthew 13:33, "The kingdom of heaven is like yeast that a woman took and mixed with three measures of wheat flour until the whole batch was leavened."
In front of the children she mixes two batches of bread dough-- in one batch she adds a small amount of yeast. Over the course of the next few hours the children watch one loaf begin to rise and learn the lesson of how the smallest amount of leaven will effect the whole batch of dough.

The point seems to be that the 'bread' of our lives will rise in some fashion, according to the leaven that has been added. This is (I think) why Jesus tells the disciples in this rather ordinary moment as they face the reality of their hunger to guard their hearts against the wrong kind of leaven. Yep, although the smallest decisions and influences might seem to disappear into the overall story of our lives, they are in a powerful way mediating an effect that will be known in time. For better or for worse.


This morning when I woke up I had an e-mail waiting from Mrs. Skorich in which she shared with me a reflection from a devotional book "The Word Among Us" on yesterday's Gospel that helped me to understand this even more:

Twice the disciples had witnessed, twice participated in, a miracle of multiplying bread and fish (Mark 6:34-44; 8:1-10). Twice did they see Jesus satisfy everyone's physical need for food and spiritual need to know God's love and provision. Twice did they see the abundance: more bread and fish was left over than when they started. So why were they now concerned that they had only one loaf of bread?

Jesus must have confused them when he warned against the "leaven of the Pharisees and the leaven of Herod" (Mark 8:15). What did those people have to do with the disciples' lack of bread? But Jesus knew that the issue wasn't a lack of bread. It was a lack of faith. Having seen two miracles in which Jesus provided for so many people, the twelve still couldn't believe that he would take care of them.

Somehow, the doubts, cynicism, and skeptical attitudes of Jesus' enemies still had inroads in the disciples' minds. Like yeast in bread dough, these attitudes threatened to expand and take over their ways of thinking. And so Jesus reminded them once more about how good he is and how eager he was to care for their needs. In effect, he was cautioning them against having too narrow a concept of what God can or wants to do.

We face a similar challenge today. Every day, we have the privilege of witnessing one of God's most amazing miracles, as plain bread and wine are transformed into the body and blood of Christ. Every day, we have the opportunity of being fed--nourished and sustained--by the heavenly food of the Eucharist. And yet despite this amazing truth, we still find the philosophies of the world "leavening" our minds. "Maybe God doesn't really love me all that much," we think. Or "Maybe I'll be happier if I focus only on myself and don't worry about the needs of others."

Don't fall into that trap! Today in prayer, call to mind all the ways God has worked in your life. Think about the way he comes to you in the Eucharist, always feeding you and lifting you up into his presence. He really will take care of you. He really will provide for you.

Father, fill me with your love today and carry me close to your heart. Open my eyes to see how you provide for me. Help me to see your abundant goodness all around me."


God bless you all today!
love,
nicole

a special b-day wish...

Happy Birthday Sister Rose Therese!!!

"I take delight in the day when we shall celebrate in the heavenly city."
-St. Therese of Lisieux

"Birthdays keep us childlike. They remind us that what is important is not what we do or accomplish, not what we have or who we know, but that we are, here and now. On birthdays let us be grateful for the gift of life."

- Henri Nouwen